Paranoyaismylife

So, literally within the past few days I have started drawing again. I guess it's helping to keep me from going off the deep end. I also started playing around with papier mache.

Emptiness. This feeling haunts more than a few people. How do you thrive or live your life when you feel nothing but empty? I used to feel nothing but anger and hatred. Now that I have eliminated these things from my mind, I feel so hollow. Every now and again I feel the spark of life that once was a raging fire and then it dies as a fire without fuel cannot burn. I constantly feel a deep fog in my mind as though the fire that died inside left no trace but smoke. The few moments of clarity that I have are fleeting though, for my anger soon returns and I must shut myself off before it consumes all around me. Power. I used to strive for this a

Yeah...  I guess I should start doing more on this thing...  Well, I haven't exactly been doing anything 'artsy' as of late...  Well, to anyone who stumbles upon this - I apologize for the crappy things you see on this site.  I ain't exactly a huge art buff anymore, I just doodle so I don't stab people.  But, I have been working on some things that I may end up getting tatted on my body and if you look at them, please give me some feedback on how to fix them so I don't fuck it all up and have some shitty piece of art tatted on me and have a deep regret of it later in life!  Thanx!